Stitch in Time

Date: October 9, 2008

      So --- next Friday (Oct 17th) I am seeing the GYN Dr. T__ to see about fixing my low-dosage of estrogen

      If that doesn't work - it's the doctor list Susan Summers posts and publishes!! GRRRRR

      THEN - I am going in for a consultation with L_____ - plastic Surgeon on the 23rd - at 2:45PM to see about rescuing my face - which is sliding into oblivion. (Low estrogen)

      (Dr said - low estrogen - your skin - your exhaustion - to which I added screwed up sex drive - which I use for my writing - oh yeah!)

      My mouth has wrinkles!!!!!!!  I beat them back once before----  and I use a lip plumper ---- dermabrasion about 1994-1995  - during the second of three hernia repairs was the last "fix".

      My eyes are a mess - look like a tractor ran over them.

      John was in High School when I had my face last  fixed --- 1996???  1997??
laser and neck and eye peel.

      These things only last 5-7 years so I am WAY overdue

      Can't look your age and keep working! And who, pray tell, can retire?

      Men (boys all) tell me that I "always look angry" - the "11" in the center - BOTOX?? CUT THE MUSCLE?

      They also tell me I "look tired" - the "dark circles under my eyes" - which make me look like I was punched in the face

      And the sun spots are back - surgically remove???? last time we used lasers (why I have scaring) and they came right back!!!!

      GAK!!!

      Why can't we stay 40 ?  or 25? 

      No - 40 - that was the best time ----